nights and shades

god Is an ever cheater

who filling
all this intox and mad in me.

i need change
as from my deep soul

what hurdle in between
sun rays?
romantic moon.?

iamm loving life
and hating life

i want to go deeeppp in rocks
and enjoy night and shades

can hear
sound of light

my god; emancipate
all life.

i dont know
hell
sacrifice

i want to sing
all abuse song to kannnaki

in night and shades
just a brain in intoxicATE

deep blue

in that evening
while sinking life of his father
he just looked mothers face

waves waves waves

deep deep deep.....sea blue

in his life
he try to hold in love
he lost it

then he know
from sea side
what happend in mothers face

he loves the deep blue

tear drops

he wished to live
like flower

but alll upset
alchahole upset all
and change chemestry

but
his eyes showred drops
tear

his brain sells
murmering fromm far far away from hs soul

dont spoil dont spoil
hs mind cant realise
what all this

he starts to next bar
with his tear drops

stray and
mental pain

he showering tear drops from
a pure soul
but that soul s brutual

he knows the drops
once they will disaappeared
hs ancsitoral cremation ground
with him

tear drops and he
go to bar

stain

blood stain,
and sweat stain.

my prayer to god
love
life.

soul haunting

who was with me
i amm filled

shadows
rainbow
sun
moon
father
mother
sistor
himself;;;;;;;;

prenayathinte ekkanthathayilllllllll
avanummm adhmahathyaa cheythu

he committted sucide
with his lonelyness of love

which rat scour his mooon
at every night
which rat?

but he knows
there where blood stains in sky
every morning

to my anonymous friend

iam always hearing
that sound cry of a child....

i was in a melting road
had an optical illusion
drops of water

one dream
"my daughter eating mud"
wat all ths?
my anonymous friend?.

f "in flood my moms body ...
floating "

what all this
when??????????????//////

comrade

comrade
i boycott red flag

like moon boycott night
in new moon.....

capital cumulated
i scared party will
eat me like cat mom....

it has logic
and proves .......

i am scaring
potbelly and silk shirt....



comrade
u my anonymous friend....
i am slowelly becoming cruel and
anti human.......

GENE

kind god
drowned in sea

she
the prostitute sacrifice her life
on waves...

the silent sun

her childrens
scream echoed in that old busstand?

i lost the thread of love
i cryed....?

they cremated her
her life became ash....

my life trumbling
about that childrens
what will be ther future?....

their ID
THEIR GEne?
their faces r always walking
in my dreams......

while in the sea roar
i concidor
she try to tell
the history of her chidrens gene?

evening sun
peeping my window
i stope ths poem here.....

END OF A LONG STRAY

now heis a freezed animal
any body can make
can make wounds
in this flesh
ther s no blood drops

this animal stopped writing
stopped his imaginations......

he lost
the book of harvest
and the sight from infinity

he cant do anything
he s waiting fr that
whom have crown of kindness

he begging mercy
he have to hide in womb
before sun open thAT eye

he cant survive
flood of this unknown sad

the last thread of light
will break at any time
he knows the darkness very well......

after: all existence,
he just escaped from sucide....
one morning?

ONE MORNING

iam thinking to
droppe all ths foolishness
and start to live practical.....

bcz
this early morning
i saw one a man Kunjikkannan
hanged himself
he was our family coconut tapper....
he was my friend .....

i amm recogenising
the pooor and innicent cant live in kerala...
their mind set fatigue
bcz of envirnmental destructions
and domminnance of middle class party culture......

wy ?
we had been boozed
and exchanged our sorrows each other
he named his son MOMAN.............

S THAT FLY AWAY
HS STATE OF MIND.....

i could nt keepp away my eys from hs body
bcz he hanged
on a branch of one mango tree
which we had playedin child hood
with tender and riped mangoes.................................

what s happening in life......

his smalll hut
surrounded by huge bunglows
as in a war cituation
in our village thiruvalloor.....................................................

it s true experience happend in early morning........................

morning.............................................................................