SALT

showering salt less
sea aqua.
where is salt?
is she resting in sea.

am licking her
sweat from her skin
i love her
my rain.

in child hood
i had been loved Renuka
her cool i am feeling now

sound of foot steps.
some body is coming;
salt?

i have to run


.

VULTURE

cooked from
the mess in green haunt

serving in
home ministers table
he wear holy thread
eat human meat

look he s eating
he s eating...
meat of poor.

ash
and mud particles ON
surface of cooked piece...
he s praying his ugly grand dad
MANU...

and capital

life space

how i disclose
to my enemy
i am a comrade of out dated ideology"
while he coming to rape my daughter
and to torch my hut."

trapped
in between light and dark?
"we need life space."

BLINDS MIRROR

memory
no pain
only the tremblings of hands..

lost crescent
mud in mind
definition of light?

expired mom now an echo.
is it a nipple
this darkness.?

heat of reflections are
education..
braille is soul.

evacuated from sight to blind
prodigal father abandoned me
from own land to slum..

that mirror
which used by; had sights.
with me.
one cool surface.

daily my girl friend have been here
for polishing my mirror.
god
my heart?

SILENCE AND CRY

am going a
trip to silence and blind

cant suffer
this straying mind
and freezed body

need a home
with out
door
window
chained dog
caged bird.....

burning
in soul

some thing losted from me
kept near heart

any body knows
the pulse of suicide?

my revenge
silence and cry..........

where are they?

mad man.,
frequently
laughing and crying;
in his faith


why they are not respect that body
of that tribe girl
shot and killed by them..
is because
she was maoist
this is the gren haunt?
she is the green...?

where are they?
our masters of logic.

INFINITY

NIZHALINE THALLI THALLI KONNU
ATHORU VELLA KUZHIAAYI MAARI....

ATHILL AANDAANDU POKAVE
MATTORU PRAPANCHAM.....

SWPNANGAL
BHUUMI NAKSHATHRANGAL.....

INFINfinity.....

have killed shadow
by beats beats
then one deep well appeared there

i amm drowning in well
there is an another universe
but
the same earth,stars,
and dreams

after all
infinity

kill

kill
or
dont kill

my native is equal to
worst death...

LOVE

love need sun
moon
mom, dad, hamlet.
native.....

love need intoxication
love need green, violet,
rainbow

it s like haunting of cat a rat
it need sighs
need roar
scream...

it need mate
it need white
need famine
sea .....and poems

main content
one mad boy and mad girl.....

need one question
WHO IS THE PREY

NEED A PREY...
LOVE.

filled senses

his cam eye dropped
tears
and some blood drops

dreams filled
by visuals

expired souls
filled senses

green

sad named lion
kill the wild love ....

he dont know
how measure....

now pray is in
empty space
timeless......

in dream
one village filled green leafs
and wild rain

one three sixty shot
green green green green

the most

the most
important
in my life
is your aksharangal letters

i never read in words
i been read all in letters
one by one.......

closed the book
and going to ever sleep
keeping all the taste of salt sweet and sour

the most

EZHILAMPAALA

there WAS A TREE
used call ezhilampaala.

they axed her
for width of road

shade dead
the cream white
dissolved in melting road...

one school girl
cried and disappeared from mass;
the path she dropped tears
sad salt.

my grand mom narayani
recite
how she died
she poured all lessons....

leading life
have not any actual reasons.....

life life
life
ezhilampaala

the kid and revelution fire

the kid
who burned in tears of revolution...

that soul need wings
to fly emancipation....

pressure of mind
wild breeze
aim less heart.

in heaven
the foot print of kid
pray for mom
pray for gene.




one late night
lion haunting an elephant.......

the exclamation is this
the rice for his famine
cooked this whole fire

one deep sleep
and deep hot dream

in one mud dig
that kid dissolved

the wings for him
making sound
in souls of whole

who turning face
against own souls

the kid who burned
in revolution fire

FADED COLORS

ur my comrade
iam ur friend
keep away the weapon

iamm a poor man
troubles in mind

but i like
i like revolution

but where our
digging blood dissolving

i just speaking
what in front life
and what inside me

rain bow
stars
i feel to sing
feel to love

i amm waiting friends soul
who died in wrong periods

comrade i cant
mind on ur aim

mind is a scrambled one
there is only faded colors

ur my comrade
iamm your friend
keepp away weapons from me

AT LAST

mind
letters
flowers
shades

i amm going to stop writtings
alone in darkness
alone in bloood

pain pain pain become intoxicate
i amm sinking in that

Renuka
CHILD HOOD FRIEND DIED

I CANT SUFFER
THIS DARKNESSS
I AMMM STOPPING ALLL MY WRITINGS

MY OVER ENTHUSIYASAM
TO SWIM OVER THIS FLOOD
BUT DARK

FRIEND RAGHAVAN SCREWED KNIFE SELFILY INTO THROAT
AND WAITED IN RAIN FR HIS DEATH
THE SOUND OF RAIN DROPS ECHOEING IN BRAIN

I HAVE TO GO
I HAVE TO GO

AT LAST

MY WEAPON

she doesnt know
what iamm suffering

she whom i loved
love means blood

my suffocation
my pain
depression

i amm pouring booze
on that wound.....

need to lose sense
that s my biological system

like in every love story
she s saying
forget all

i cant
it s a deep wound

dry leafs
lost rivers
my native a worse death.

starting my drink
at morning
i like early sun
and early bird

once it all will
invade by sea tounge
heart trumbling

became lonely
in darkness
one thing i can do
CRY CRY CRY CRY
cry enough......

let me write one letter to her
wrote lots of
and burned all

i amm losing milage of my heart
ii have to pour
i amm going to bar
to speed up my cry vehicle
and
cry cry cry endlesss
tear drops are my weapon
to her.......

MY WEAPON

words

father was killer of words
mother was pamper

i know this is a pain
this words

wild flowers
animals
hand off arrow

the night father expired
the day mother.....
wild word "death"
and one star in sky

while remembering god
while accumulated sin from me
haunting by words?

one bomb blast
one massaccare
one tragody
cheating
words haunting it self

the sound
i murmmered her
"love" the word.
make waves and i amm swimming on
waves......

words?
grand ma
hug me fr a second

one emptiness is coming
i amm elopping
from words....................

GOOD MAN?

what is a good man?

man with out mad
with out alchahole.....

no thinkingss
havent images
dont have iritation from brain cells...

dont out burst mad
dont come to near me
mad s transmitting desies

hw u can adre one mad man
one crual?......

i need a wild fruit
to sober.......

i came back from
one function
cremation of a good man

i have to lead
ths mad
childrens unnesacerly sink and die
in my soul.......

they dont know hw to swim

i amm stepping over
good men dead bodies

worst
in logic.......................

BUT after all i can seee
glitter in my daughter s eyes....

but in mental asaylam
i amm as like a
upside down turtle....


i need a good man

BUDHA KIND on me
way the paths.....

jeevithamm LIFE

false
and love

that male and female

end of suffer

what would be there
after the end of suffer

that s the real emptiness
or
full filled life

i amm accepting a flood

i am in
a hell paining cancer ward
with my father......

while secondary attack
he lost memmory spot....
losing sentences words.......

what would be there
at the end of suffer

or
ther would be no reply
fr tears?

suffer

suffer?

sound

i never
heard the sound from me



velllathullikalll veezhumplleee
as like drops


you dislike

ente kannneerinnee chavutti puurathhaakkiii
you close heart against my tear drops


pooozhiyilll iruttadanju poyaaaaa
it blast my optical nerves

eylids and
lence
and

i have clear eyes
but i havent visions

if u pelt stone there is sky
if you drope tears there is earth

i love sounds

can heaer

vioce
voice

flood is the real silence

she dont know
what s the real art
how to net the golden fish

how i rub off the nail marks
from she



haw i trust my meat

red flowers become black

at last
i will be a fume
from
my lover

shade lost

in the same morning;
she abandoned him
he lost his shadow

can you assume
a man with out shadow

really he lost
surface
he mistaken that s a lost of shadow ;;

intoxication and mad
fire from his life
he had bathed in sea
fr soul things of his anscistors

from salt taste
he felt the foolishness he did

it s true
he s a shadeless creature
so he pouring alchahole
for all shades in earth....

he tens and trembling
slowly face of his mother, fading awaye from his soul.

his murmmuring sound
he loved that
shadow bird.....

he knows at last
it will be here
in his brain as black spots
in memmorry space....

he s waiting
rain shades.....

shade lost

pain

what is pain
what is pain

is it derived from
brain?
heart?
what is pain
WHAT IS PAIN

FROM SCRATCHS
from skin

from child hood
swelled nail
wound

pain pain
nenver nevr endless
skin, brain, hair,
vever lose of
memmory stire

i am exclamimed
wy alll
my child

pain pain
i amm always keep away pain
with

pain
pain pain pain pain

my freezer s away from pain

pain

i cant suffer any pain

pain

i can seee
sun
moon
tar roads
rails

as like a baloon
pain

but i have to live
pain