wantatouch

one needle
touch on eye balll

my wife did
to
onee who waiting fr
never coming lover.

i ammm always
harassing her
as

who s my
wife

s she with me
from begin?

iamm waitingg fr a lover
but
in everyy morning
we makingg love

but wat s ter
in night

i want
a neverr endingg touch
bczz
iamm in fear
will it flyy away
this thing
this mind
this soul in me

Renuka my friend
in child hood
expired

is it a dissolved sense
conciouss and mad
or absence of love

the swan
who carrryingg
messagess
off lovee
disapppeared

is it onlyy my images
wr s the reality

i want a touch i want a touch
by the heart hands

calm salt

can
she willl
abond ths meat

it will keep
away
likee the existendd me

iamm crual
iamm sad
i need a friend

afraid
my life

ineedd a friendi need a friend
i need

as my nail
as my soul
as my love

tear s tear
is it a rain
rain
no

but
it s
calm salt...............

ജെലവുംമം njannuuooom

ഞാനും ജലവും .....
വെള്ളത്തോട് എനിക്കെന്താണ് ഇത്ര ഇഷ്ടം
പലപ്പോഴും അതില്‍ മുങ്ങി മരിക്കേണ്ടതായിരുന്നു

വെള്ളപുറത്തു ഞാന്‍ കടലിലേക്ക്‌, പുഴയിലേക്ക്
വയല്‍ വെള്ളത്തിലേക്ക്‌ എടുത്തു ചാടുന്നു
കൈകാലിട്ടടിക്കാന്‍ വെള്ളം ഉള്ളത് കൊണ്ടു രെക്ഷപെടുന്നു
നിലം പറ്റെ വെള്ളമാണെങ്കില്‍ ചെളിയില്‍ പൂണ്ടേനെ ,മുഖം

ഇത്തരം ഒരു ഭ്രാന്തിനു കാരണം ,
ദൈവമോ, പ്രകൃതിയോ,
അതോ ഈ വെള്ളം തന്നെയോ ?

ഏത് മരു ഭൂവില്‍ എത്തിയാലുമുണ്ട്
കാതില്‍ ഈ ഓളം തല്ലല്‍,
മനസ്സില്‍ yera യുടെ ഒരു ഗ്ലാസ്‌, ice cubes ,
തഴുകി താഴും നിറങ്ങള്‍
വെള്ളത്തുള്ളികളായി തോനുന്നു


മനസ്സു ഈ ജെലതോട് എന്തിനിങ്ങനെ കലഹിക്കുന്നു ?.........
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redflowers

i amm afraiding
wll maoistss kidnapp u fromm ter
my poorr doctor
practicing in remote village

iread one news tis morning
they subotage railss in bihar

once i was a maoist
i adore red flowers

but
slowlyy it
lost water content

i becammee silent
against revelution

in last dream
i was with u

ter u lived i under a tree
full of red flowers
u forced mee to look red

ur murmuringss
MOHAN IT S NOT RED FLOWERS
IT S SUN RISE

ഒറ്റ കയ്യന്‍

eeee kadailarambathinte
thudakkam evideyyaanu

idinju poya kadavilirunnu
aalochichu;
maari maari
pokunnuuu ullukal

ente nashtapetta kayyppathi
neelayum ravum chernna
parayudee prethikaaram

ottakayyen
kudiyan
pachanadu
chuvannu karuthu pokunnuuuuoo

savathinte manamullaa
ee
puzhayil
kozhuthaa vellathilenthokkee nischalamaayyee;;

ullileee
kadalirambavum kondu
prenaya jelamm varanda
manazintee jaalakamm ellam adachu
illathayipoyaa
sthalakalathil orottakkayyan

manazila kadailrambamm maathram
ithu jelaa millathaa
oru kadalirambm aannoo?

allenkil
ee irambathintee thudakkamm evideeee?

JEEVITHAM

ennnee pedippichathu entee ammmaa thannee yanu
njann ellla,,, nashtaa peduthunnuuu
aaarrroooo enthoo nedunnuuuu
jeeevitghammm
etraa krroorammanennuu
noookku marannammm
butttt
avareennee konddduuu pkunnoooo
bellalsangammm
chayyeeaaannnn
enthukonduuu averrr
mattoralleee
thirenjeedukkunnillaaa
enttee soundaryaammmm
athanuu athinteee
ghedhaghammm
veluthavanu karuthavann
karuthavanu veluthavan


njannitharoduu parayummm
entee sankadammm
kuttiyayairikkummbooo
orulpadaaalukall enneee
akaraamichirunnuuu
ennuuu

njannn
alllee itghellammm
alleee
enikkennii ethonnuummm
sahikkaannn
vayyaaaa
iammm goingg tooo coommmiiittt
sucideeee
iacannntttt

VIDHI

nizhalukalayallla
nammal
jenichathum
kandathum

aksharangalaayooo
mamsamm ayyoo
allla...

enikkundu kuree
ormakal
ninakkum.

mana preyaazangal
aanandhangal
vevalathikal
jeevitham

athaa
orma
admaavaayi
karu karuthaa vellathil
mugham nokkunnuu

ninnee kaathirunnee pattuuooo
athanentee vidhi........

FRIENDS SOUL

solgans bursted from me
nw murmerring in streets


the soul
of friend who died
in police fire
making shades of sad

i am always walking to my life
i want to live live

whr s our party
is it disnitegrated one
or cammping with highier class?

i hide in the shades
of my friend soul......;;;;;

MOON SICKNESS

moon died
becz of the knife edge;
love of dawn

me became alone
at dawn
on road
i was a moon sicked man:

last night i drunk lot
and cried fr
that far away moon

that cry
blast the wall.
in between moon light andmy brain

i became epilepic
and forgot the wholee me
in under moonlight showered roof

i spent the
last whole night
on this road
as moon sicked.

i have to go
so iam going
one sigh in my heart
my life become starts

the road
the hills
the green

i knock the door
mom opend;
and cursed..
our ancistors,
ffr this bloody drunkan habbit

i keep
the always pray in my mind
" mom this s nt a bad habit
this s moon sickness"

and go to
one nap

what what? what in this early morning

nothing
but i am slip to

life
i know life s els where

an absence is absence
feeel and tempt

after allll
dove of the sadnes
caged .

frommm love love from love ur moman